I feel like i am in the wrong place....which is really hard to explain. With all the things that have happened to me in my life, i don't think i can hold on much longer. I have accually come to the point of thinking of ways to kill myself, and what i would say on the note i left behind. I look around me and see all the people in my life that i love, but i don't really feel like they love me. I am so sick of feeling unhappy inside and not fully understanding why, or not being able to grasp happiness. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like the only way out is death....i keep thinking about it, the thoughts are starting to consume me. I am only 17 years old, and not even the thought of the future makes me feel better, i don't know what to do....
I don't know what to do anymore
when pandoras box was opened all the evils were set out into the world but what remained in the box? Hope. No matter what you think, there is always hope. Whether you choose to see it or not affects how you see life and how you feel. There is still hope sweetie. Let everything out and I'll try to help you. I'm sure there are many other on the boards that will help too.
look after your self sweety.
i've been there b4.
it's hard,but it passes.
stick it out.
and do things that'll make you feel happy
find your happy place oneday
PM me anytime
web, isn't there a movie comming aout about pandoras box being opend?
to poster, maybe you should chat with a dotor.
Hmmm. Not sure about that one CR.
Keep us posted sweetiepie.
I know how you're feeling sweetipie. I went through the same feelings at the end of last year, and actually took an o/d after writing out notes, etc. I rang my mum to say goodbye (maybe a cry for help?), and she rang for an ambulance. I discovered that people do love you, even if you don't realise it. I'm feeling down again at the moment, but knowing that people are there for me stopped me doing anything stupid for now. Sweeti, if you want to PM me I'll listen and try to help all I can.
People do care about you.
How are you doing today? Just keep focused on your future plans.. Sometimes we just need little things like that to pull us through hard times .. Just hang in there
Sorry, the anon post is from me.
Sweeti, PM me if you need someone to talk to, listen to, or just vent at.
yeah there's a movie about that coming out
~*~Smile, it's the second best thing you can do with your mouth.~*~
ok...so i have been feeling a bit better, even though on the 9th of april, on easter friday, my 9 year old cousin died. I was at the funeral, and the viewing, and i kinda realized how bad i would hurt all the people that love me....man it was hard. but i still don't know what to do. I started talking to my best friend about how i feel, I never really knew, that everyone goes threw this kinda stuff.....she has the same kinda problems....yea, anywayz thanx people
I'm so sorry. It's very hard to take when someone so young dies.
Ditto! I know exactly how you feel! So many friends and family keep on telling me how much "they love me", when it doesn't really feel (on the inside) like they do, ya know? Just keep on pushing through it, and if all else fails, seek counselling. I have begun seeing a psychiatrist and it just takes a lot of stress off to be able to talk to somebody about what you're feeling/thinking at the time.