I am not sure what has started me on this downer, but whatever did has kept me in a slide. I am happy less and less. I feel sorry for myself constantly and I am always down on myself b/c of the way i look. I have tried to stay confident and positive, but I do not understand what the point of me being around is. I usually seem to fly below everyones radar, so when i am missing or something, it is rarely noticed. I cannot even find a girl that would even hang out with me as a friend, as a goddamn friend. For some reason having a sense of humor, kindness, and the willingness to give is a total turn off for the 20-30 girls that I have had some kind of contact in. I am constantly told that no one is looking for a sweetheart they want an asshole. I mean what else is there in life. Life is supposed to be about finding that one for you or at least thinking that way. I would love to be an ass and just say fuck you all, and not be nice, not do anything kind b/c i know they are all gonna ask what happened why are you doing this.............I just hate this fucking world, everyone is just so fucked up, no fucking respect, no fucking common sense, no fucking brain...I mean how the fuck do you even work the though...fuck it, i am going to break my monitor if i keep going....
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Well okay a lot has changed. A girl from Purdue suggested that i talk to my father. She said she lost a cousin to a father not being there, and I admit but it is tearing me apart. This girl has a special place in my heart for getting me to go through with this.
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'For some reason having a sense of humor, kindness, and the willingness to give is a total turn off for the 20-30 girls that I have had some kind of contact in."ooh man do I hear that, that made me laugh pretty hard b/c I feel your pain man.I was talking 2 one of my friends who is one of those guys who can get girls at will. And he said "Its wierd man, I act cocky and chicks dig that for some reason" Well Cockiness or even confideness for that matter is something I lack. I have a sense of humor like you man, infact I cant hold a serious convo w/o saying someting retarted. However this has gotten me no where w/ the female species. Sooo unfortunately I cant give ya any advice, but I can tell there are people out there just as frustrated as you. One day good guys will not finish last , but will come out on top. And guys like you and me will look down upon those cocky pimps and laugh....or not....yeah probally not
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i ahve a quote that always make me feel good when i feel self consiouse about my looks, I have a message to deliver to the cute people of the world...if you're cute, or maybe you're beautiful...there's MORE OF US UGLY MOTHERFUCKERS OUT THERE THAN YOU ARE!! So watch out. -Frank Zappa
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saying everyone wants an ass did not make me laugh because its true and i have have the "Humore + Nice guy" problem too!
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Yeah looks are not as much of a problem...I have my own screwed up style now, and I am losing weight. But women are real stuck up...so dumb....
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But women are real stuck up...so dumb....Yeah, that's the ticket. They are all so stuck up and dumb. You're too good for this world, man.
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In reply to:I would love to be an ass and just say fuck you all, and not be nice, not do anything kind b/c i know they are all gonna ask what happened why are you doing this.............I just hate this fucking world, everyone is just so fucked up, no fucking respect, no fucking common sense, no fucking brain...I mean how the fuck do you even work the though...fuck it, i am going to break my monitor if i keep going.... I could definitely see you in a gothic heavy metal band.
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Here's some language tips i've learned : skaters say all the cuss words all the time. Goths (well some of them) and metal heads say only "fuck" all the time. Preps say "damn" and "hell" all the time. Same for rednecks.
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hell no...worlds to good for me, i just try and work it that way...lol