hi all, I have two problems, but I thought I would post seperately. this first is the worst. I got a porn addiction. I have had it for years, but kind of under control. I didn't have a computer, and I could avoid giving in to temptations like buying a mag, most of the time.now, for one reason and another, I am back at my mum's house. she has got a computer, and I am up every nite having a porn session after she goes to bed. my behavior disgusts me, but I am there each nite, the same...I asked her to put a password on the computer, cos I said I was 'playing too many computer games', but she said I had to learn to regulate my own computer use. I am so fed up with it. I feel I have got to move out to anywhere, just to get away from the computer, but in the meantime, I don't know how to fight the addiction.incidently, I think my mum knows cos she mentioned having to delete a load of emails, probably porn spam. she wouldn't usually mention that sort of thing to me. I am currently celibate, so it feels worse in a way, like, just consensual sex is obviously healthier.I am obsessed with BJ porn and facials. I am ashamed to admit it. also wet and messy stuff, which I have told very few people (girls in custard, mud etc).I was abused seriously as a child (child porn, rape etc), but knowing this doesn't seem to help me to fight the sickness...any suggestions?thanks, pod