Well basically I'm most likely going to be matched. It is kinda like an arranged marriage I guess but I actually have consent of who I get married to. I don't even have to be matched at all, I could get married the standard way if I wanted. You know, date a girl, then marry her. But I kinda actually wanna get matched for my own reasons I won't get into.
But it can be hard because I'm gonna be married to a girl I don't really know. I only know about her. Like my parents can talk to other parents whose daughter is going to be matched as well and find out stuff about them. So that way even thoguh I don't know them, I can find out stuff about their personality and choose a girl I feel I could have a good marriage with and if that girl feels she could have a good marriage with me then we can get married.
So even thoguh I could find out most stuff about a girl, there is something I can't find out that I feel would be very important to me in marriage. And that would basically be how high of a libido she has. I know that sounds strange, and it probably sounds selfish too but I'm just being honest.
So my question is, do some girls not enjoy sex very much? Or even if they do enjoy sex do they not desire having it very much? It kinda seems that way to me. Because the girl I would be matched to is obviously gonna be religious, and religious girls even more so than other girls seem to not think about sex very much at all. I mean an Ambercrombie model could be shirtless right in front of them and they would not even be turned on it seems like. Where as, many religious guys still tend to have a pretty normal sex drive despite their morals or religion. I mean I have a higher than normal sex drive but because of my morals I've never done anythign with girls and I've only rarely looekd at porn, I do however masturbate constantly. At a chuch camp this guy also had an incredibly high sex drive like me, you could jsut tell by the way he would talk about girls and the fact that he would easily get erections just by talking about them. He has never masturbated in his life which I greatly admire especially considering how horny he is.
I would almost feel more comfortable getting matched to a girl who also masturbates, just so I would feel less guilty about the thousands of times I have masturbated myself, and I would also feel much much mroe comfortable with her because then I would know she likely has at least a decent sex drive and she enjoys orgasming and would very likely enjoy sex. But I know that not as many girls masturbate as guys and the fact that she is religious it will be a small chance that she has ever masturbated. But I also know that many girls are still very interested in sex despite that they don't masturbate.
Well Ive probably talked more than I needed but I wanna know, will a religious girl most likely still enjoy sex? If so, how much? I mean I masturbate multiple times a day and I never get bored of it and it is very fun so I cant even imagine how fun it would be to have sex. Would she enjoy having sex multiple times a day? If she happens to not be very interested in sex or even if she is interested but not nearly to the degree I am is there pills that can increase her sex drive? Is there pills that can decrease my sex drive? I jsut feel sex is an important part of marriage and realistically if my wife doesnt like havign sex then I don't think I could enjoy that marriage. It may sound selfish but I'm just being honest. I've kept my purity to share with one person, if she doesnt even care to have sex its jsut gonna be no fun.