I am not sure what to do anymore. I am so happy I have got my life back on track, but I am losing everything I had at Purdue. I am not with all my friends. I feel like I could just die. I cannot stand being at home anymore. I realize this is punishment, but this is too much, I cannot stand it, and this is only the 3rd week. I have 4.5 months to go....I need to go see a pyschiatrist.