No matter what I do, I can't get over my ex. It's been 2 months since we broke up and it still feels like it's only been a week or two. I see him all the time at school (we go to the same college) We still talk a little when we see eachother but that's it. I feel like I want to cry every time I see him, and yet I always hope I'll run into him. The most random things remind me of him, like how he would always order 2 apple pies at McDonalds and give me the other one. Music on the radio remind me of him, especially love songs and songs I remember hearing when we were together. I sometimes wonder about his family and how they're doing. His parents and relatives were always so nice to me, I almost felt like part of the family.
I feel like part of me is missing now that we're not together. I just wish him and I could try again. I'm not the same person I was when we broke up, I feel like I've changed for the better. I've become more responsible and mature about things and I only wish there was a way I could show him that, because I know it would impress him and maybe give him second thoughts. The initial reason for our breakup was distance (he lived an hour away from me) and the fact that we were both so busy. (he was working 2 jobs plus coaching football, I was working graveyard shift in a factory) I'm done with that job now and he's only doing one. He's still coaching but will be back living closer to me once football is over. I really want to believe that we have a chance to put things back together, but am I being naive in thinking this way? I don't know what to think anymore.....I need to move on or try to work things out, but I'm not succeeding with either. please help me!
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Where do I go from here?
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Is there some friend who could make some discreet enquiries whether he feels the same way?
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not exactly....I haven't made any really good friends at college yet.