for about 8 years i have been pretty depressed, but its been on and off again. I had a boyfriend for two years and we were going to get married. but about 6 months ago i dumped him because i found somebody else. I am with the new guy, but i just cant get my ex out of my head, still. He lives over 2 hours away though. He hates me, I cant see him and its killing me. I thought I would get over him, but I am suffering from the worst depression i have ever had. It gets worse everyday, I love my new boyfriend, ive told him that i miss my ex but he just says ill get over it. sometimes i just cry, when im driving to work, when im in the shower. I cry for my ex, it is like he has died. I CANNOT get him back, because he dont want me and i love my boyfriend too much, he is the only reason i havnt killed myself yet. Im so misserable. I just want to die.
Making it harder for myself.. help!
You made a choice when you dumped your ex and went with your new BF, get over it. Its so unfair on your new BF for you to act like this you might end up losing him and being totally alone. You made your choice and you have to live with it.
Get a taste of Old Time Religion..........lick a witch grin