Everytime, I think that things are going to get better, they get worse. everytime, i get up on my feet again, I get knocked back down. things between me and my parents have improved, but now a couple of my friends have stopped talking to me,and i don't know why. cause theyre my best friends, and i never do anything bad to them and they never do anything bad to me. i feel so horrible about everything. I thought I was doing okay for a while, but I dunno. I don't really expect anyone to reply. I just need to rant. I'm so tired of holding everything in.
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Frick.
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talk to your friends, see whats new.. etc.
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When we're feeling insecure or down we tend to interpret everything in the worst possible light - our judgement is impaired. If someone doesn't talk to us for any reason - perhaps because he or she had nothing to say - we feel we are being deliberately snubbed. I know that very often I have drawn conclusions that were quite wrong - could it be the same for you?
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maybe. i dunno. i havent heard from her. but theres some other stuff going on too. but yeah.
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Good words, Ineligible.I've found that to be true even as an adult.