>>>"Why is there always an obstacle preventing me from accomplishing anything?"
First off thats life and obstacle are what make accomplishments worth while.
>>>"I know everyone has obstacles, but my obstacles are so huge that I cant even build a foundation."
All you can do is take the first step, no matter how small it is, then the next step, and the next, and the next... Make eash step its own reward and find the pride in having made it as far as you have. Does that mean you will achieve your goals? No. But you will have pride in the effort you put forth in getting as far as you made it. Just start.
>>>"I cant have a good life, Im fat, I have very little friends"
Get off the self pity thing. There are plenty of people who have great lives and they are fat. For instance, my uncle has been fat sinse birth he has a great life as an artist, a professional gambler, he's owned about every other high priced sports car made, he's traveled the world and had plenty of women all over the place. So fat has nothing to do with it.
>>>"I cant do anything about my weight or looks"
Ask the doctor if there are any type of exercises you can do while bedfast, There's probably something he or physical therapist could recomend. Looks are subjective I guarantee that there is someone out there who will find you attractive, that is if you quit putting yourself down.
>>>"I fractured my L5 vertibrae and specialists say they dont know how long it will take to recover."
But it will recover. There are plenty of people out there that won't recover who go one and have good lives. Don't be so negative.
>>>"I can barely walk without being in excruciating pain and aside from school I can only lay down."
It sounds like this is temporary, if that is the case, then as harsh as it sound, deal with it. If its not, or in the mean time, find something you can do laying down paint, write, masturbate, read, learn, get a blow job, whatever. Just use the time to explore your interests, study cosmology, study female anatomy, study ways to hack into the central bank. But whatever you do, do more than just laying there feeling sorry for yourself.
>>>"Wow, I just realized what a wonderful life I have. Thanks God!"
Well welcome to reality! Nobady ever said life was fair. If you want reality then read my sig.
There is no punishment. There is no reward. There are only consequences.