Turning point.

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Have anyone gotten a feeling, where you're at a turning point? Where, Your one person for ever but your changing and evolving. Then, one day, You get the sudden realization your not that person you used to be, But someone different? Like your not really a child anymore but you've just started on adulthood? You dont really feel like to doing the same stupid stuff you did as a kid anymore, and you have this sort of...calm. Knowing that your over the hill of being a kid, that your a true individual now.

IV had that many times, once when each child was born and once on the day I walked out of court knowing I wasnt going to spend the next 31 years in prison.I get that same sorta sense when I total a bike and walk away wiht mild wounds and think, thats it Ill never ride again.That goes away about 2 to 4 years later each time, I end up thinking about buying a new bike and with in a year Im riding again.No more dirt bikes though, this time Im buying a road bike, I think I may even get a license to ride it this time instead of just doing it and hoping I dont get caught.I think that day my son was released from the hospital in 1992 after being diagnosed with diabeties was released from Primary Childrens Hospital. It was the most real that time, that was when I finally figured out that I have to stop being the stupid bastard I am and be around to take care of him. All the test and weight o each meat piece for every meal and all the shots and checking keytones and hemoglobins an A1C test.Its a major pain in the ass an my life is scheduled around that. Its when I figured out that I cant be a kid all the time that I have one to take care of. Anything I do wrong can lead to amputations or blindness or death.Any o that get at what your describing and feeling?

In reply to: Have anyone gotten a feeling, where you're at a turning point? Where, Your one person for ever but your changing and evolving. Then, one day, You get the sudden realization your not that person you used to be, But someone different? Like your not really a child anymore but you've just started on adulthood? You dont really feel like to doing the same stupid stuff you did as a kid anymore, and you have this sort of...calm. Knowing that your over the hill of being a kid, that your a true individual now. no.

very much so..........After all the very horrible things and bad times i have had in my life, each time i have changed because of it, and now i am a totally different person than I would have been had i not gone through what i have. I am constantly evolving, becoming more me, if that makes sense.......

Made perfect sense to me!
We are who we are, because of our pasts, our experiences and our reactions to situations/people we met along the way.

I am more 'me' now, than I was when I was 15, or 20, or even 25. Would not want to be that age again either.. lol... just have that body/stamina! LOLOL!

**Yay, thanks hon, at least it made sense.......hadn't really had enough coffee at that point to know for sure :smile:

I still feel about 25, but with a wiser head on my shoulders, and often wish i could go back in time knowing what i know now, boy some things would be different LOL oh and agree with the stamina hon........ah those were the days *grin* **

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Oh yesss.... I'd give up the 2nd cup of coffee of the day for that!I would not mind going back to being 25... IF I could retain the knowledge I have now.BUT.. then I would not turn out to be the person I am now, and I happen to really like who/what I am right now.Geesh, now I need another coffee, that got too deep!

Note to self Coffee = Happy

LOL.... sussed me already!! You could be dangerous!

beleive me hon, he is and Bob, coffee = brain functioning , for me anyway LOL

Oh, I am! Look at my sig, I am on everybody's side! Angel, I'm kinda the same. But at the moment its oxygen and water, not a fan of coffee. Now tea!!!

yep.. no brain functioning without at least 1 coffee!!

The 2nd one.. well, just swapped that for being 25 again I think.

Bob.. just how dangerous can you be on just a cuppa tea??! :wink:

you just repeated a public service announcment.

I am calm, soothing and seductive. And thats just the first cup, wait until I get a second one in me!

That is not dangerous... that is lovely! So do tell what happens when you have a 2nd cup of tea??!

I transfom into a giant penis with legs. Looks good, feels good, I become a real hard man.

Ohhhh yummy!!! hands Bob another cup of tea

Oh, you've really asked for it now!

I believe in asking for what you want! LOL!

And you want a giant erect penis with a taste for tea?