So Hi I'm new here and thought I might be able to get some advice....A few months ago I was out drinking with friends and had completely blacked out (can't remember anything). All I know is when I got home, of which I don't remember the journey home,my boyfriend said Oh my god are you ok?, but it's all very blurry.. The next morning I woke feeling very groggy and not at all with it and put it down to alcohol... When I came to wash my clothes later that day on the back of my dress at the bottom there was what looked like dried semen, however not remembering anything I chose to ignore what I had seen and not mention it to my boyfriend.The reason I am posting this is last night I had a terrible nightmare that I was being raped but couldn't physically move or call out for help... I have asked my friends what happened that night and they said that I was acting completely unlike myself and not making any sense, but I had left on my own( to which I am fuming about) and never called when I got home ( which we usually do to let each other know we're safe)So what can I do? I don't remember anything happening, and it was at least 4 months ago... i had completely forgotten about all of this until this morning after my dream....Any help would be greatThanksLouLou