I have a weird thing that has happen to me. I think I know why but I would like some input from others. I am 31 and my whole life I liked or at least I thought I liked woman. I looked and lusted after them all the time. However I never thought of having sex with one. The thought of me sticking my penis in something is not something I want to do. However in order to get off during masturbation I had to think of men. I never looked at a man and thought he was hot. I considered that I was gay but the image of 2 men having sex did nothing for me at all!!
Here is the odd part. I just realized that I LOVE guys they are so hot and sexy. I now realize that I never liked woman in a sense that I guess normal people do. I have never wanted to have sex with them although I always looked at them my heart would race and I would be like wow she is hot. I can just die with thought of being with a man "die in the good sense". Here is the very strange part. I see myself as a woman with a man and not a man with another man. I will watch internet porn and a scene with a man and a woman just shows me that I now what wanting sex is now like i thought i knew before. I have to be the woman. I can not see myself as a man with another man. SO what is ur input on this? Thanks