This is mainly about how I can go on still with hope that I will be in one place long enough to find someone for me. I wish the mistakes I have made would not hurt me so bad. Never have I realized so much. I mean I failed out and thought nothing of it. I never realized that a year later it would be destroying my chances of having a relationship that would last. I never would have thought that I could find someone that I share interests with and could connect with so good and my past decisions would come back to haunt me.This is for all of you that are failing in school or are just not doing as you should be.Do not fail out, take the extra effort to do well. The amount of pain and shit I have gone through is something that can be avoided. rmember you actions have ramifications even if they are not immediate they catch up to you, no free lunch. Please take this seriously.
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For Those....well read
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Well it is almost good that this happened. Because it really opened my eyes. But I mean if you can understand all this without failing out then do it. I learned the hard way. And I am glad I met this girl b/c I realized today that if I can care enough to tell her to be friends and not be together then I will be a much better person to the girl I ultimately fall in love with. Pride, Heart, everything is in pain. It hurts to say to someone that you like that you cannot...so, but life goes on. It is hard and it is harder to deal with this and focus on school.
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yeah like I said in my one post. What would I be taking away from the future girl I love and marry(presumably)? I want her to feel special and just having sex for sex is not the way to go for me. It really is a time in my life where my opinions and morales are really being defined and chiseled into stone. So I say I do not know alow, but it is more like I do know just have not really gotten there yet. If my mind was a pool of water it would be opaque right now, but it is slowly clearing up. I mean it is starting to show more. I can make more understanding posts and yeah...1 problem, i hate typing for awhile so my long posts usually take like 20-30 min so I can do something else...lol :grin: :grin: :grin: :grin: :grin:
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I so wish others learned from other peoples experiences as well as you do.Of course we all have to learn lessons the hard way at times. As you did here.Someday...(I bet your tired of hearing it) but someday, you will be in a place with your own life to get involved with someone, and it will be wonderful for you.Here's to having it all! Friendship, love, companionship, trust, all the time in the world for a girl, and even sex.Everything DOES happen for a reason, just it isn't always clear at the time it is happening.Hopefully, yours WILL be a lesson to others...I know you care.
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well i do not learn as well as I could. I mean I take to heart, but I do not always act on it.
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Well, you sound human! Congradulations...lol
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Well I suppose so, but I guess that it is important to try and learn from others mistkes when they are big ones, but smaller things you can learn on your...Ironically it is the ones that we tend to look over that can teach us the most.