I don't know what happened to me, but lately I'm always uncomfortable to be around ppl. I get bored easily when I hang out with friends. And now I decided to not going out at all. I no longer chat with ppl in msn or messenger. I didn't send emails for a very long time now. I only talk about work with my classmates. My friend said I should get in touch with ppl and socialize more. But the problem is I don't know how to be friendly, how to properly voice out what I wanna say. Like when we're hanging out, I took a long time to join the conversation. I was quiet most of the time. And because of this, my friend reluctant to bring me out because she said I look bored and I must have made other ppl feel uncomfortable. Does ppl like me deserve to be alone? Will I be alone forever? At this point I really have no close friend who i can rely on. I am totally alone. And the truth is, i hate to be alone.
is there anyone else have situation like me
Yes, I'm like that sometimes. But, no, I don't think you'll be like that forever. Quiet people like us don't make friends easily, but when we do make them, usually with someone else quiet, I think we are good friends.
i'm sort of like that. when was younger i was extremely, extremely shy. then i came out of my shell for a bit; now i'm backing back into it with my tail between my legs. the world's tough on a lot of people. i don't really tell my friends anything any more, they've seemed worried but i avoid talking to them now. unlike you i find it easier to be alone because people won't bother me then.
He who knows, does not speak. He who speaks, does not know.