Hello everyone. I suppose the first thing I want to do is let you know that I'm most certainly NOT trolling, and I registered because I'm really, really, really, really scared and confused about the feelings inside me right now, and I just need to talk to somebody about it.Alright...I don't really know how to begin talking about this...I suppose I'll be blunt.I'm a male, and lately I've really been wanting to dress up and act like a female. I've cross dressed in the past, and probably will do so again in the future. I find the act quite stimulating, it gives me quite a rush. The problem, however, is that I want to do it almost constantly. Just today, I noticed that a lockermate of mine had her miniskirt in there, and it got me excited. I'm almost positive that's not normal.I've often thought about buying some skirts ect, and wearing them in privacy, but I'd be too afraid of what would happen if my parents found out. Worse yet, if my friends had learnt about this, I'm sure it would get around my high school, and that would lead to much grief on my part.I'm really not sure if anyone can really say anything to help me, because like I said before, I don't think I'm normal...I really need some help people...please. Any responses will be greatly appreciated...
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So very confused...
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Do you get off on this sexually? Or just like to do it for some other reason?
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I usually get off on it sexually, but I feel as though there may be something more to it. I don't really think I could live as a woman though...
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So it's more of a desire to wear women's clothing rather than an attempt to be a woman.Since you do get off sexually on it, it is a fetish. Mind if I ask what your orientation is?
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Sure.
I'm straight, as far as I know.
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Is it normal? Well that could be debated until the end of time.What you're describing is transvestic fetishism. Most people just say transvestism. You've heard of a transvestite, right?It's basically when a straight man has fantasies, urges, or behaviors involving cross-dressing.It's actually in the DSM-IV, which is a guide for diagnosin mental disorders. HOWEVER, it is not considered a mental disorder unless it significantly impairs your social life, job, school, or other important life areas. Otherwise, it's just a behavior.Before it becomes a big issue, lest me stress that transvestism, as you describe it, is found in straight men, not gay men.
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Ah, thank you damien for your words, they comforted me.