WHY THE F*** AM I SO TORMENTED?

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I have no reason to head to fucking oakland, the closest I get ona regular basis is vegas. once a year or so san diego, as i siad you can talk all the shit you like, your secure and know you wont have to ffback it up, the fact that your stupid enough to persist in acting tough on a computer forum only proves that your not, you keep replying tellig me how bad you are, never presenting any argument to back up your story about your original post, never doing anything but posturing like a rooster on a farm.
you cant even type out whole words because your too lazy to do anything but teen talk. anyone of any real intelligence would atleast have the gumption to type out a real responce to back up anything they feel passionate about. your feelings and bullshit attitude and running your mouth is of no interest to me. now either shut the fuck up, or bakc up your postion, this entire thread was about your post, your intentions and your problems, so either back up your position on it or go away, you can continue to posture and strut and preen your feathers for middle school kids, or join the adult world and fhave an actual construtive argument that doesnt rely on the simple response of fuck you.

if me bein 'rude and vulgar' turns you off ur just too sensitive im sorry. im just speakin my mind im not gona sugar coat it just cuz u dont like how i see it. if u arent here to help, then wtf u doing on the forums? not only that, but i never asked U to come here in the first place. if u dont wanna help i completely understand that, but then keep ur mouth shut and go take up space on some1 elses thread.i dont even know how me and gravity started fightin, i think cuz i called him out on his "tough guy" attitude it makes him question who he thinks he is on a funamental level, this threatens and scares him, so he tries to bite back.. not even knowin that what i said wasnt an attack on him but he would take it that way.

Hey! Im rude and vulgar !
you and I stil seem to get along fairly well aside form politics and differences of opinion on various subjects.
I think it has more to do with a level of maturaty, but I admit that I dont **always **have that mature characteristic myself :laughing:

yeah its all good. but in regards to bitches, bein CONFIDENT, cocky, arogant, bla bla.. all that is just a reflection if wut u think about yourself, and bitches fall for it. regardless if if u really are as tough as u think u are or not, they fall for the image. they see you how YOU see you, regardless of whether or not thats how you really are. thats all im sayin.

i hate this thread.

I dont think they fall for it, if you are those things people see them in you, noone wants to be with a fucking loser, when you have the attitude your not seen as a loser, when you fake that attitude, I belive most women wil see thru it.I am the way I am befcause of the life Iv lived and hwat Iv been thru, I dont fake shit, I got the girls i had as well as the one Iv been with ffor so long, because I dont come off as a jack off idiot who doesnt value myself, if I ffaked feeling good about myself and faked beliving that I was worthwhile for somoene to be with, I think that shows very early and you stil come off as a loser piece of shit that cant offer anything to them.

but again, thats the image. you dont have more of a reason to feel good about yourself than i do. you could just as well feel shitty about yourself, THEN all of a sudden bitches dont want you. what makes u COME OFF shitty as a person? what you THINK about yourself. i could have accomplished far more than you but not have a reflective self esteem showing that, and i wouldnt get as many bitches. what they think of you is what you think of yourself. nothings good in my life right now, so im not gona try and fake and act like im happy(never have), but i think if i DID, i would get more bitches. and that just pisses me off thats when u realize its all in the image.

my point is regardless of whether or not you think youre a peice of shit, youre still worth just as much as the rest of us. but we arent treated that way. its superficial.

im done with this thread. i hate you all.

Oh please..........chill out for gods sake........oh and stop calling girls bitches its bloody disrespectful.

Woah! I am new but damn. The way he is talking might be a cultural diversity thing, or just his age. I work around so much diversity that you can't judge someone on their style of communication. That doesn't mean it is polite, but I think you get the point. I have grown up around all kinds of depression and honestly there are very few I actually care to help. Why? Because they never want to help themselves. They can rant all day, but when ya give them advice they never take you up on it. It does take a modivator to get you out of your slump and open your eyes. Once your up and running you have to learn to stomp out the negative thoughts. There are a handful of things I can do for mine. One is go work out! That usually always shakes the cobwebs out of my head. Seeing a professional is also a must, but they can only lead you to the water, it is up to you to drink.

hey, welcome to the boards I agree it might be a cultural thing, but that wasn't the only thing i was talking about, hes disrespecting everyone on this thread.I suffered from depression for a long time, and work with kids who have depression too.............depression might be an explanation for aggressive behavior, but not an excuse. I would love to chat to the guy and help, but i daren't pm him for fear of getting it in the neck, i can only judge people from what they post.I totally agree, the worst thing about people who are depressed is the fact that the depression causes them not to listen, and accept the help when they need it the most, but i would never give up giving the support and help while i was at least being listened to or not disrespected.

you just dont get it ?I feel good about myself because I know Im worth something, I know Im capable of achieving the shit I want to achieve, Im self confident, Iv been built up my whole life by my parents to do what I want to do and belive in myself, Iv then gone and done shit that gave me more confidence, noone ever told me Im not good enough or strong enough or smart enough so as a kid I never had to fight off the negative shit to become who I am. Im happy with myself, and I spend alot of time alone, by choice. I enjoy being alone, I enjoy finding new challenges that I set for myself, I climg rock and ice, I overcame my fear of high places to do that, I oercame my fear of ffthe dark as a kid and go backpacking alone for days on end into wilderness areas with bears and cougars and shit. There is nothing for testig yourself like going into the woods alone miles from a raod and sitting in the dark with just you and the wilderness to test how you feel about yourself. its a different world out there alone in the dark listening to the night. I did some ameture boxing for a while, Im happy aout who I am because i push limits and test myself and set new goals and accomplishing those goals proves that Im as good as I think I am. Im happy with me because I know who I am and what I am and have deemed it worthy. If your not happy with who you are then noone else will ever be either.

YH , grtliik knows what lifes about BOOYHA

Oakland ain't shit, stop fronting. You both obviously need help.TO THE OP: Life is empty & meaningless. DO NOT GIVE IT MEANING.

Im sorry jumpy but life isn't empty and meaningless unless you make it that way..........