Sometimes I feel very sick of my self and don't want to socialize with anyone not even my closest friends. This has resulted in not going to school, and crying when arriving home from school. I feel like I've dug myself into such a deep hole there is no way out and I sometimes feel that there's no other way other than to give up and let my world crash down. I feel sometimes like I truly want to die and I contemplate death. So this has caused me to be anti social and rude. At school I try to act happy and all and sometimes it works. Other times it just makes it way worse......Right now as we speak my head is aching and I really just feel like hiding out in my room all day....is this depression..
Am I depressed?
you sound like a depression commercial.
not to mention and of course i don't want you to take offense to this but you sound like one.
i'm assuming you are young based on your statement. that's natural to think in such ways at a young age. and yes it is and yes its natural at that age and it is a stage unless u dont move on from it
Cross Out The Eyes X.X
-Shut the door on this world, Shut the door on this world-
heh...your right it does. and again you are right I am young I think. 14 is young right? Well I hope it passes like you said it probably would. I did end up feeling a bit better today once I got my mind off everything.