Ever since freshman year of high school when i switched from public school to private school i have been unhappy. I hated my new school, but after about a year i made 2 really close friends and i was getting through. getting good grades does not come easily for me, and it always takes me twice as long to do each assignment but i have so much determination that i get pretty good grades (a couple C's freshman and sophmore year but otherwise A's and B's). I always told myself that things would get better, and i would find small things that i could look forward to. (seeing a friend, a vaction, traveling, etc) This year, senior year, obviously the beginning was stressful but I've developed a relationship with my first serious boyfriend. He helped keep me going kinda, but regardless it was nice to have his support. So now: I'm into my first choice college, have a loving boyfriend, of course my friends, and tomorrow is the last day of school. yet, WHY AREN'T I HAPPY. i always thought this was despression but everyone always told me it would pass so i would just let it slide but here i am "totally satisfied" and yet i always feel upset, and like im missing something, and im easily irritated and find faults or reasons to be mad at my friends and my boyfriend, i never want to do anything yet i want to "enjoy senior year" (like do all the typical senior year things). I barely have any obligations at this point. i can finally do what ive been waiting all year to do, and yet im still unhappy. does anyone know what could be going on here or has this happened to anyone? Please help, because crying and argueing with people is not getting me anywhere.
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Still unhappy
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Get to a counceller.
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my parents believe that i'm fine, and eventhough they get marriage counseling and my mom gets her own counseling they are totally against me going because they think im fine. so sometimes i think i am fine, but i think its just a front. also the ones at school get people involved, and im leaving.
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Well if your in college so you shouldn't need your parents approvel.