hey. so heres the deal. im going to try and explain this without sounding concieted. I'm a 21 yr old male student. I have been told that I am very attractive and that I could do modeling or w/e. I dress in nice dress pants, cashmere sweaters, expensive dress shirts and all that. in all honesty, i consider myself to be a great catch. haha
sooo... i shouldn't really have any problems w/ the ladies right? wrong.
Every time I find myself in an isolated situation (one that could potentially lead to sexual activity- not neccessarily sex) with a girl who I have a crush on, I am overcome by a severe anxiety/panic attack, which has the propensity to span over several hours before and after even making contact with the alledged crush. the experience includes but is not limited to hot/cold flashes, vomiting, dizziness etc.
This issue has become an increasingly obstructive barrier to my social life, which is a significant problem because I moved to a new city a few months ago.
Now, im sure that many people experience this. I do have a prescription for lorazepam for these situations but it doesn't really seem to help (i'm going to ask for a heavier dose and try that).
I dont really know why im posting this. just looking for thoughts i guess. or maybe just to vent a bit.