I was a little down about the fact I've only ever had one girlfriend, which although I still get along with I find incredibly irritating to be around for long periods of time (hence part of the reason why we broke up). Seeing you people act the way you have lately makes me glad I'm not in a relationship. I'll admit that I hardly have any experience with the opposite sex (nor the same sex if you were to interpret that wrong) when it comes to relationships, but seeing you people act this way makes me sick. Perhaps the reason I don't want a relationship is all this crap that everyone's getting down about. Life is so much simpler when you don't gamble with your emotions. Maybe I'm just afraid to take a risk, but it's shit like this I want to avoid. The bullshit I see posted here is unbelievable. I'll admit that I'm not a very strong person when faced with certain emotions. I have a hard time showing deep empathy, and it hurts. I also can't handle being treated lower than others, and it cause me to become depressed and angry towards everyone around me. I can't deal with other people trying to screw around with me, as much as I'd like to be able to say otherwise.
I think almost everyone has weaknesses that they have difficulty dealing with. What I see here is a guy who's unable to deal with his own problems and keep his anger stable and a girl who goes behind people's backs and won't stop relenting because she doesn't want to lose an argument. You two both hate to admit it, but you can't stop bitching until the other person burns for it. Jon, you're getting angry at her and everyone else who doesn't agree with your erratic and angry logic.
I know I haven't talked to you very much Jon, but it seems you've become a real ass these past few days. You were such a nice guy before, and I know you can go back to that. I had a lot of respect for you, although it's hard to see you in the same light while incident continues. Why do you choose to act like this? I know there's a nice guy somewhere in there. You've proven that countless times on these boards.
Pink, the same goes for you. I don't talk to you very often either, but you're the same way. You have been so helpful before, yet you choose to act against your good nature. Perhaps I'm targetting you unfairly because I don't know as well what you've done to fuel this as what Jon's done, but please know that I hope both of you can end this bullshit. It's fucking childish.
I don't know why I'm saying that stuff about about myself. I guess seeing this just makes me think about some of my worse memories and a bunch of things I wish I had or hadn't done and thoughts and emotions I have that I wish I didn't need to worry about.
Btw, was this board just down? That just goes to prove how much this squabble, fueled primarily by you at the moment Jon, is affecting everyone on these forums. I know you're better than that. I can understand why many of the members have given up on expecting members to reform themselves after all the crap that's happened here over time, but I know you can be better than this. You've proven it before, please prove it again.
EDIT: If this post turns into any kind of argument or flame war, please lock it immediately.