for a long time i've thought i was in love with this girl. and by love, i mean like a whole, huge amount. so much so that i think its love, but its hard to tell at my age. anyway,whenever i see her lately, or hear her talking, or when she talks to me, i feel horrible. painful almost. and angry. like i dont want to see or hear her, but at the same time shes the only person who makes me happy. and yet i can never speak to her anymore, but i used to be able to. am i obsessed?
I don't think you're obsessed, I think you're suffering an attack of anxiety. Perhaps you are afraid you will not succeed?
The same thing happened to me... twice. And by twice, I mean the current thing happened ONE DAY ago (when I finally think I gave up).It's fucking pissing me off; next time I go for a girl I'm going to say fuck it.