im 15 years old almost 16 and i weigh 400 pounds cause all i do is eat cause food makes me happy cause everything else in life sucks but im so depressed i hate myself i wanna die so bad sometimes ive already went through all the cutting stuff overdosing on drugs and alkohol and pills and every week i buy something to get high off of and i kno its really dangerous hundreds go to the hospital every day for it but i wanna get help but everytime i go to the doctor so her can refer me to a psychitrist he always says theres nothing wrong with you when i kno there is! i hate myself i have the lowest self esteem there is i eat and sleep and everything else doesnt matter to me anymore i just wanna live normal i have been depressed since i was in 6th grade im in 10th now and i cant do anything about it ppl tell me to get out and exercise but i cant cause i come back in and eat thing after thing after thing after thing i can eat everything in the house and still be hungry cause food keep me alive i eat before i leave for school i eat at skool then i eat at lunch at skool then i eat when i come home then i eat at dinner then i eat the rest of the night and if i havent ate i cant sleep i have a very depressing life my mom and me fight 24/7 my dad and me fight 24/7 he calls me names and yells when i piss em off and they want me to be good and be like my brothers who get good grades and everything but i just cant cause im so depressed and forget about ne thing and everythng
If you're telling the doctor all this and he says there is nothing wrong with you he's incompetent. Can you go to another doctor? What about a school counsellor?
i go to an alternative school cause i got caught with a bunch of weed and got kicked out of my public school and at our skool we dont have a counsler
That's not good, a school not having a counsellor.
About eating and eating and staying hungry, have a look at http://www.thearc.org/faqs/pwsynd.html. That's about Prader-Willi syndrome - it's a genetic condition, and people with it compulsively eat and stay feeling hungry. You may not have the other features of it, though.
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Can you go to another doctor ?
Sweet Angel From Heaven * smiles*