okay, so im totally in love with this girl. i know hearing an adolescent say that makes you think 'yeah but teenagers dont know what real love is' and maybe i dont, but i thibk about her all the time, and have felt this way for what feels like forever. enough rambling, but, i want to get over her. Shes my friend, we where close, not so much anymore, and i mean its hopeless. Shes out of my league. Im not good looking enough ( and if i was before this ANNOYING hairdresser did my hair in this super horrible way and dyed it black when i didnt want him to, im not now. i look weird since i have brown eyebrows and she notices ) and we dont spend enough time together for her to become infatuated. Plus shes been screwing this 17 year old, who is also going out with her friend. Now, that may sound bad when i put it like that, but he uses her for sex with promises of love and relationships and never keeps them, he just fucks her and leaves her out to dry. and she cant seperate sex from emotion so she never gets closure. They will probably not break it off and even if they do i have no chance. I accept this but i cant get over her. I need to be told by her, face to face, no, nuh-uh, never ever gonna happen, that would give ME closure, but she doesnt say that. i cant even talk to her anymore, i get nervous, have nothing to say, i stare too intently and then i break off eye contact. its so difficult. i know i seem like id be better with girls given some of the things i said, but its just this particular one thats got me. Any advice= much appreciated. thanks.-akk
I know its hopeless, but...
In reply to:Im not good looking enoughYes you are.
Tell her how you feel. It will be as scary as hell but she will either say yes (yay!) or she will say no to your face which will give you the closure you need.
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I wanna be noticed...
well, i look ridiculous with my stupid black hair. im gonna have to cut it this weekend but my big ears make short hair look silly too. ah well.and i have told her how i feel. i didnt tell her i love her, just that i like her. like, months ago. her response was nothing really. one of her girlfriends told me at the time that she had thought about it. im kind of a sociopath right now though so whatever there might have been is gone now.