I don't even know where to start or what to say I just feel so alone and low right now and really wish I had someone to talk toI've been sitting here for the past 2 hours crying and dunno why and I can't stopI need a friend and I don't have any that are normal I've never been able to meet people that were good easily and when I do I always mess it up some howI guess I made this because I want to laugh and smile and be happySorry for making you read this crap
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HugDon't worry about how normal your friends are - no-one is really normal.
wow, u sound like me. feeling that lonely is a really shitty feeling, i remember thinking that i just wanted 2 b happy again and care bout stuff...i thort it was kinda like sitting outside on a cloudy day, u can c the sun but i cant feel the warmth....it sucks. but, good thing is u WANT 2 b happy again, it will happen eventually, it did 4 me..even if it took 2 yrs
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I went through a stage like that and it all seems at the time to be for no reason. I thought it would never stop and that there must be something wrong with me. I overgeneralized to myself and thought things like "Man, no one likes me. No one at all", and this just made me want to think along those lines even more.You've stated that you want to smile and be happy, and this is definitely not out of your grasp. You say you feel alone, and I too, when I was going through something simular, usually felt these feelings when I was alone. The best thing to do is to judge your negative thoughts and ask yourself "Are these thoughts productive?".The biggest thing to get over is the habit of it all. Think productively and confidently and focus your thoughts towards achieving things that will make you happy, rather than devoting your thought to degrading yourself. Thought can be a very powerful thing to some people, and all you have to remember is that for the majority of your life you were focused on feelings of happiness, and that these feelings are not out of your grasp.
i no how u feel,ive been alone for 4 years.good luckps hug
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