Well, for the past almost year and a half, I have been with a wonderful girl named Brandy, and I love her so much. But as of about six months ago, little insecurities started to develope in my head, and in turn, made me feel really shitty about myself. I recently got on some anit-depressants to help this, but I still need some kind of advise. I love my girl so unbelievebly much, that i'm willing to do anything, but when I start to feel down on myself I say stupid things that hurt her, and she and I both know I don't mean them, but I just have to find some way to get over it. So I was curious if anyone had any advise at all. She is my first relationship by the way, and hopefully my last.