despite this is a great website not coming on here has kinda told me im dealing with my depression...but here i am again. iv no idea why but the past few weeks iv just hit my deprssion again, there are some small reasons but nothing that bad. iv been depressed for about a year and a half now, i tryed to kill myself in the may of 05 but since then iv managed to deal with things and i thought things were getting better but i guess i may of been kidding myself. from all the shit last year i droped out of collage so i fucked up my education (i already failed everything at school) it seems whatever i do to try and make things beter i just dont work, i realy wish this wasent happening but its getting to the stage i cant control which im scared may lead me back to where i dont want to be.
there was no realy reason to say all that. its midnight and i know ill be up till at least 6/7 cause im a insomniac, so im just trying to pass sometime to stop my mind wondering to bad things. if anyones in my situation (thought they had beaten depression but it came back) id love to hear from you cause i realy need some advice.