"All Apologies"

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I'm sorry for comments I've made in previous threads in the past week. Such as:

-"Dramamine"

-"As a middle-aged woman..."

I'm such a dumbass, and I am not just saying that to play the guilt card.
Let's not stop there, I'm a complete utter asshole. I hate myself.
I've just been changing, and usual result of a drastic change is depression.
I just hate myself, I just mimic other people and hope that I will be them.
I'm sorry for members such as Bobalicious and others.

I'm sorry;
I'm sorry;
I'm sorry;

don't worry about it. you've been going through alot of stress.

You're not a dumbass, nor an asshole. Be yourself, that's a really good thing to be.

i understand u have "issues" but so do alot of ppl and they dont feel the need to attack others over the net.

i no ur just takeing out ur frustrations but in future id like not to b the target if thats ok with u, i WAS haveing a good day b4 i read that shit, thanx alot.
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but what eva, im not pissed at u or anything, i just dont really like or respect u right now.

hope u feel better soon so ull b less agro

aww, i cant b anoyed at u hug

You're right, I'm both. CuteNCrazy: Thanks

He said you're neither.

But I am both, people just need to be more honest. The way I posted it like that is to neglect his answer and make it my own.

As opposed to just being contrary to make a point?

You love putting me on the spot don't you?I know he feels that I am not an asshole and or an asshole, I feel like I am one of the biggest assholes and or dumbasses.

And are your feelings more accurate than his?

I feel like no one can no themselves better than themselves.

They're certainly more subjective.

I'm serious, if I met myself in my distorted reality I would beat myself up.

Is there a difference between "can" and "does"? Even if one "can" know themselves well, a lot of people don't, even if they think they do.Judging by some of the posts on this message board, I'd have to say that many people are utterly clueless about themselves. There is a great tendency to focus on certain things and blow them all out of proportion. And what does it mean to be an asshole? It could mean a million different things. Or it could be nothing.

I'm serious, if I met myself in my distorted reality I would beat myself up. You clearly sound like you hate yourself. All I can say is that people, even very bright and perceptive people, often have a very distorted image of themselves.

SteveA post\\\#1: I believe an asshole is someone who is not right, but believe they are. Also not nice.
SteveA post\\\#2: Yes I hate myself. I'm not that bright man, really.

I believe an asshole is someone who is not right, but believe they are. Also not nice.You can see the circular problem that sets up if you're talking about yourself.Have you spoken to anyone, like a counserlor, social worker, psychologist, etc. about your feelings? (Sorry if you've discussed it before...I'm losing track of who's done what.)Unless you've committed mass murder or something, hating yourself does not really make any sense. Someone on this site is pissed at you, but no one here hates you.

In reply to: SteveA post#1: I believe an asshole is someone who is not right, but believe they are. Also not nice. Thats not an asshole. People who used to believe that the Earth was flat were not assholes.

I'm not seeing a circular problem.I've spoken to the school psychologist at times, I really just went their to talk about psychology in general and how she was doing. Whenever the subject was on me I would try and change it, I don't feel comfortable talking about myself at times, specially about my psyce. Don't worry about repeating yourself. But I haven't talked about hating myself.I'm not sure who is pissed at me, it's cool no one hates me. Nah I didn't commit a mass murder I just hate myself dude, it probably sounds harsh but whatever.