Today I was nuetral on the whole depression thing. Then I started thinking to myself and about my whole stance on the Dramamine situation. Juggling weather I am addicted or I am close. Then! I had a fucking change in world, just randomly. My mind just thinks the words "masochist". I say it outloud to myself. I'm fucking dumbfounded because I just figured out my problem for depression. The answer to my depression is I wanted to be depressed. I was truley depressed but I somehow enjoyed it. Now I just got to figured how stop being such a masochist and improve my life. I truley know happiness now.
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I figured out my problem
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Self-actualization through pain and depression_? Good insight.
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I'm not too sure if that was sarcasm, if it's not thanks!
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It was not. It's the kind of thing psychologists try to lead people to see.
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Cool, thanks man.
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Yea, you showed me that. I read a book on it, it was a pretty shitty book the link is better.