Hey, i can remember posting here a while ago, about two months, over nerves over a first date with a girl.
Everything was good in the first month or so, hugs and kisses kinda thing, ive never felt so happy. But recently,about 2 weeks, shes been off, no hugs nor kisses, not even dates. and recently with one meet up, she had some mates come too, but halfway through she told me to go home. She felt rude, because they were all planning to go to someones house, and it was a friends of a friend kinda thing, (i never met the matye before and it was at her house)
I went home feeling kinda neglected, whioch is something ive been feeling a lot of. I always thought she wa afraid of meeting with me alone, and always brought mates to dates, or it fizzled out.
I was tired of this, and confronted her yesterday and after a lengthy chat, she told me the difference between friends and boyfriends are different, and i got the impression she was scared of intimacy or something. anyway i gave her a ultimatum, 'do u still wanna go out with me', after a lengthy time, she said no. and that she sees me more as a friend.
When asking her why, the cliched line came out, 'its not you its me, things change', and that i am a nice guy 'sweet, kind, caring, lovely, cute, u remember things, u listen' blah blah, and that she doesnt want to hurt me, if we kept going out i would hate her.
She left the convo with 'trust me- ur better off without me as a gf but better as a m8'
This point i like burst into tears and have been in a depressed mood for the past few days. i regret starting the convo, and i miss her badly. and today i checked on her website, on my bit, and its changed, with this 'He can never lose me'.
im just feeling like shit.