Okay, my bf and I were trying to play matchmaker between his best friend and one of my good friends. we did a double date (they didnt really know it was a double date though, we told them it was an outing) and it was alot of fun. So after, my bf and my best friend go to get the car and we were suppose to talk to them and see what they thought of eachother. so I was talking to him and I mean we are also good friends and we always joke flirt in a way, like he pretend flirts and its always joking, but he did it again and all of a sudden he was about ot kiss me! I was kind of shocked when I realized I was leaning in and then ran away and went to where my bf parked his car. I go there and I see them making out and I just wanted to attack him and her! I mean they are both suppose ot be important ot me and so instead of going at them I went back and kissed him. My bf doesn't know I know (this happened a few days ago) and neither does my best friend. Obviousley my ex bfs best friend got the wrong vibes and i made it worst and I want to tell him it was a mistake, but I don't want ot know. It feels so mixed! I think they will get I know something because I am giving them the cold shoulder, but still, I want to go back to a few days a go and just change all of this! Can someone possibly help me with understanding why i dont wan tot tell him it meant nothng and how ro break up with my bf since i have broken up with guys, but I have always used itsa not you, its me and other things ot make them feel better but I dont want to make him feel better! so any ideas?