i've never done anything sexual yet, but by best friend has.we are both girls.she wont tell me anything or with who or anything. she said i will think she is a whore. the truth is i do feel different abt her after i found out she gave this guy a bj...found out abt a year later. in another post i mention i am kinda grossed out by that stuff. and i cant get over this feeling that my best friend completely changed on me! she wont open up or anything and she knows that i will get all weired out so i dont blame her. but what can i do to make this strange stomach hurty feeling go away every time i think about what i dont know?
Sneaky best friend, need advice plz
She's probably wise not telling you too much, because you couldn't take it.
People are always deeper than we know. And there are always people with experiences we haven't had. It's something we just have to accept.
Her having an experience you havent had yet dosent make her a different person, it just makes her someone who's had an experience you havent had yet!
I'd imagine she's not telling you details because she's picking up judgemental vibes from you, which are not very conducive to confidence.
You'll mature sexually and in every other way at your own pace, and remember there's no rush!