Did you lose your virginity the way you wanted to?

Ineligible

I think the fact you are able to post about it now shows how much stronger you are now than you used to be.

Roc

I agree. You have come a long way. Like I told you in my PM... I'm proud of you

maggie93

i was raped when i was a virgin....

Ineligible

That is very sad, secretangel.

Welcome to A2A.

There are other rape survivors here.

Roc

I'm sorry to hear that. Did you ever let anyone know?

pinkranger4

Quote: I agree. You have come a long way. Like I told you in my PM... I'm proud of youI agree.. you really have come sooo far. Ive been on this board a long time and have noticed a major change

CR

Thanks - all of you.

Roc

someday I want to talk to you about that.... I think I know how you feel.. Maybe....? I was forced to have sex with my older sisters boyfriend when I was very young... It changed my whole life. The secret I had to keep from my sister. He told me he would fuck me so hard my ass would bleed for weeks if I said anything and beside nobody would believe me. I was a punk kid who liked boys and he was a up and coming baseball rookie for a MLB team..

Lets chat sometime.

eahistory22

My experience was comparably pleasant although a bit off.My only real desire for my first time was to make sure that my girlfriend enjoyed her first time (we were both virgins). She kept talking about how she wanted it perfect and then one night she said that she wanted it, but it wasn't anywhere near the perfect night she'd described before. So I was totally hesitant and basically refused to do it because I wanted to make sure it was right.Then she started crying and I guess thought that I didn't want to have sex with her at all. We ended up talking it all out and we had sex that night and it was... well it wasn't great. I mean I came in like 2 seconds, but other than that it was good, and alls well that ends well.