i really cant handle ppl being mad at me. i mean, mostly im fine but if any1 is pissed at me it really cuts deep.
last yr a teacher yelled at me 4 being in his room without his permission. it was totally uncalled for and really upset me. and thinking about it this much later stil upsets me.
i cant handle my mum disaproveing of me or being mad or upset with me.
i tend to build stuff up and sumthing like this really fucks with me.
2 yrs bck i was quite high for no reason and on holiday and felt i had 2 stick stickers on everything 4 sum reason, no idea y but i felt i had 2. so my mum yelled at me which i felt i didnt deserve cuz i didnt really understand myself my i did it and..well that fuck me up for a while.
and then i just read sumthing on this site where sum dick head called me bitchy and lonely, which was uncalled for in my oppinion and it was like a little switch 4 me 2 get all depressed.
i dont get why the fuck things i logically no r dumb just manage 2 get to me like that. its really very anoying. im such a spazz. i feel totally irrational cuz, little things dont get to me unless its like, critisism or whatever....
im fucked up.
u dont have 2 relpy or anything, but writeing it out made me feel a little better anyway.