This just started happening. I've been getting this weird feeling sort of. Like I get effected too much by certain things such as violence and cursing and what not. For example, I can't take watching very violent or sexual things anymore. I used to be the master of Mortal Kombat and now I get freaked out at watching my brother and his friends play Dragonball Z. It's a sissy game!! no offense. I was talking to one of my friends and they cursed at least 3 times each sentence and I felt myself getting a migrane. And I just read some stuff on A2A and saw an itty bitty commerical that had like half naked girls doing whatever and it creeped me out. I don't know why. Usually I can handle that kind of stuff. Figured I'd be used to it considering where I live and my age. It's like I get this cold shivering feeling but I don't know what it means. Only happens with certain stuff like that. I know I've been spending alot of time at church and whatnot ever since I left my job but I don't think that has anything do with it.... Has this ever happened to anyone?
"Isso é como nós latinas/meninas pretas fazemos. Vá ou flua.. ya digg?"
I have had something similar before. Anything sexual really it just seemed too boring and ill-faded. I'm not quite sure how to describe the feeling, I don't have it anymore though.
Actually just writing this I think I just figured out why! It's because of my ex making out with some dude and I was hurt sort of.
"This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend-"
Sometimes a young person can just feel literally assaulted by all the negativity that is around them in todays world Japanfan; and that you do just attests to your inherant decency luv.
If you'd become inured to all the shit that's all around you this kind of thing wouldnt bother you one bit - so it looks to me (wheather it feels that way or not) like you've got something to celebrate rather than worry about! I'm serious here, think about it! x