ive been so depressed lately, i need as much help as possible, please give me any feedback you have.
im going out with this guy, whose incredible, we've only been together 6months, but we've already spoken about how much we love eachother, and that we want to spend our lives together. but since ive always had a trust issue with my boyfriends in the past, im having trust issues again. if hes having a busy day, and doesnt get to call me throughout the day, i freak out. i always convince myself somehow that hes looking for another girl and is going to break up with me, or is cheating on me, or doing things behind me back. he never did anything for me not to trust him. hes the best thing that has ever came into my life. i know how much he loves me and tells me everyday, but i still get these crazy thoughts that something is wrong whenever he doesnt answer my phone calls. i always confront him about it, and he tells me what he was doing, and everything is fine again, im happy, and i beleive him. its like i cant function if im not with him or talking to him. all i think about is him, i dont want to be anywhere else ever. i always get really depressed if i think about him leaving me, i feel like i will have nothing in life left. i dont have a strong bond with my family, and my friends are all backstabbers. i just cant stop crying, and i wish this feeling would go away, i dont know what to do .. :confused: