I just need someone to listen

MicaWill_22

I have had enough, i am so tired... i am sick of being the person that has to look after everyone, i am sick of hearing my parents problems, telling me that they want to die and asking me if i would be okay onmy own with out them around. My parents cant stand the sight of one another, CONSTANTLY, FIGHTING, SHOUTING, HITTING, PUNCHING, SCREAMING!!!!!!!! and i always find myself bang in the middle of the arguement, not because i have anything to do with it, its because it has always been me that has to calm the situation down, All my brothers and sisters have lives and when my parents start to get into a fight, they all just piss off and leave me to deal with it. i just cant take it anymore. I AM 18 YEARS OLD i need my own life, i dont want to have to worry about everyone else anymore. I have NO friends and i cant talk to anyone, i am just SO LONELY and i am soooo scared that if i am to leave them that they might end up killing each other, i just want them to spilt UP! i want them to seperate and be done with it!!! people always complain about their parents getting devorsed but that would be like living in heaven for me!!! please can someone just talk to me, i just need someone to talk to, i am soooo lonely and so scared and i just... dont know where to turn. thanks

Romanticly_Scared_boy

I am so sorry about your parents. You have a good point about you need them to split up...go to a child services place and tell them your problem. They'll get help for your parents. You ARE 18, but they can help if you still live with them. Don't do anything stupid, us on A2A may not know you, but you still mean a lot to us. Stay on, keep updating, take the advise you get. It really, truly, honestly, helps.

AngelWitch

Hon you can't do anything about your parents, they will do and act as they want, but you can do something about yourself......are there no relatives that you can go and stay with, maybe find your own place? you need to get out there......and away from your parents, whatever happens between them if and when you leave home is up to them not you, dont feel guilty for needing and wanting your own life.OR, maybe go and do some volunteer work and meet new people and find a new purpose in life, then if you do have people and interests outside your homelife, things might not seem that bad.PM me if you need to talk hon cuddle