Nothing i do makes me happy. Ever since i started wrestling, all i have to look forward to is wrestling tournaments to take up my weekend, and meets to take up my day. I always have this feeling i cant explain... Its like a feeling you would have getting ready to know if you have cancer or not, except i have this all the time. I think i had a nervous breakdown last night. I couldnt take it, i just started crying and decided to quit wrestling becuase it was just to much.
Now i just feel like a peice of shit quitter, Should i? Am i depressed?