I have a really bad weakness of being effected by others. Like, I can't stand not being liked by someone who I care for. Like a friend or a family member. I don't cry all the time but sometimes I do. I was happy this entire week despite all the work in school and stuff. But I got into a fight with one of my best friends and I have a feeling this time it's official. But I did nothing wrong she's being to oversensitive and exaggerating. But yet I still cry when I know I shouldn't but we're too close I don't want to lose her. At the same time she's pissing me off. I hate crying it makes me feel so vulnerable and pathetic. I hate that feeling. And to top it of with my godmother and second mother in the hospital and I can't do anything to help her except pray so now I feel useless. With my friend, my mom tells me she's too self-centered don't bother with her, my other friend says she's white get over it, and another friend says she's a drama queen move on. But I can't she's like a sister to me. I dunno I'm just not in a very happy state right now.
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Stupid Emotions!
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I get very upset when I fight with people I care about, too.
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Aw i'm sorry to hear that Abs. I hope you feel better. If you wanna talk send me a pm.
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no it's pretty much over between us. I can't deal with people who won't compromise nor do I have the time. My godmother's condition has gotten worse and I don't have time to deal with her drama so I guess that's it. He's helped me move on anyway. plus I had my other friends from church to support me, they're like my second family. funny as much as I tried to hide my hurt they knew something was wrong. thanks guys
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thanks. like I said I'm not worried about her. but I am fearing for my godmother. we had to leave church early today to go see her because her condition got worse. the virus spread to her brain since this Friday.
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Jeez at least you have a godmother. Mine basically dissapeared... I met her once.
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Jeez? Are you saying that she doesn't have it as hard as you cause you don't really have a godmother?My Godmother refuses to believe that she is my Godmother, even tho we have pictures of her at the Christening! I'd still say that Abi's situation is worse!
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thank you bob I was about to get ugly on him lol
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i dont think i ever had a godmother.... except for my mommy ^^