I have been terribly depressed for quite some time. But especially so the last 7 years. After a relationship went bad, my depression got a lot worse. I became bulemic..binge and then purge. I've also done some stupid things I wouldn't want to discuss here....probably for the same reasons I binge. I don't know what to do. I can't get help because I can't afford it. Doctors are too expensive and I am already way in debt. Any one that is depressed, I know your pain, and the daily struggles you go through. If you can get help, get help. Some people can't, and if you can you should.