Well, I'll start off by saying this. These past 2-3 weeks or so, I haven't really been being myself lately, and I can feel it (especially towards my girl, in a way.) She might not notice it, but I feel it. I think I just might be drained. I'm the type of guy who no matter what, is trying to find something fun to do. I kind of don't want to dissapoint her, and be boring. Because of this (I guess) sometimes I feel speechless around her with certain things.
It's hard to explain. Before, she would say something, and I'd have something funny to say to make her laugh back. But now, even though she still laughs, it seems weak on my part, and I feel I'm stretching. I think the part of it, is that I feel held back on things, and now I really want to express things into words. But I just can't find the right things to say.
I never had this problem before. I'd be sitting with her, and a simple "I love being with you" kind of came out corny and wasn't the right wording I want, and sometimes I'm left speechless.
We have great convo together, but I want more from myself to offer to her. But I just can't find it.
Any suggestions, or can anyone spread light on what's the matter here? haha :-X
It sounds like just a change in mood, which will probably change back. We can emotionally perceive things differently, and yet they are the same.