I remember when I first joined A2A, there was a girl who was in the same exact situation you are in. I was trying to look for that post so you could read it but I couldn't find it. So, I guess I'm going to have to type what I can remember.
If you are so scared of sex, then DON'T HAVE SEX! It's that simple. It's pretty obvious that you're not ready, therefore you should wait. And if your boyfriend is pressuring you into sex, you need to leave his ass now. Lossing your virginity because of pressure is a sad and unfair way to lose it. I can guarantee that you will regret it later.
Honey, you have NO IDEA how many things you aren't ready for when it comes to sex. I'm not just talking about pregnancy and STDs/STIs, but there's also relationship issues, emotions, being informed, responsibility, and regret. And if you're tripping over something as small as pain, then you're getting into something that you have no clue in.
And how long have you been with this guy? Is your relationship ready for something like sex? If you get pregnant, will he stay with you or bail on you? Will he leave you for a better piece of ass the next week or does he really love you?
The bottom line is this: You are NOT ready at all, whatsoever.
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