Moody Week

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Hey all.I've decided to post something that's been bugging me this week. I guess without sounding like a total A2A noob, I kinda wanted to know if this is "normal" or if others feel the same way at times. Or if I'm just being a brat.This whole week's been pretty rough on me. My mood's been way down and I'm running on very low energy. I've grown more sleepy and tired and I've been a bit more irrtated. It's been affecting my school work, as in, I don't have the will power to do the stuff that I have to do.The weird thing is, I can't really put my finger on what might have trigger my, I guess you can call it, depressed week. My mood's been rolling downhill futher and futher to the point I threw my hands up and said "I give up". I've stopped caring about school and I'm just waiting for Saturday to be here already.This isn't the first time this has happened to me. I've had these "bad weeks" happened to me before, just every once in a while. It usually takes me a bit to get my head together and get back on my feet and start fresh.I guess after all this blabbering, I'm just wondering if others have had times where they get fusterated or depressed enough to stop caring for a while? I know I have to get my act together and stop acting out, but I honestly feel like crap at the moment. Or am I just being stupid for looking for an excuse for my behavor?God, I can't never tell if I'm being depressed or just being bitching brat.

Virtual_ Star and I were talking about this late last night and to be ahonest, I am really scared. I know she won't try anything but I can't help but worry about her. I love her so much and to see her in this kind of position well it just plain scares the crap outta me. I want to tell her everything will be alright but I can't because sometimes there are times when they wont be. Please, anyone, help me try to find out what to do and as for that matter help her find out what to do.

I think anyone that hasnt is a fucking liar.This is one of those weeks for me.everything has gone to shit, problems with work and projects and fuck oh dear if it can fuck up it has.Im lucky enough that I was planning on finishing this project ahead of the contract and having a long weekend to clean out the garage and basement and put the weight room up. so when stuff went to shit, and kept going to shit I said fuck it.I talked to the homeowner and we will finish the project next week, still on time jsut nto ahead of time. I dont give a fuck about it or the garage or basement today, Im fucking off and doing some electrical to a new truck I bought last week and sitting here when I eat or take a smoke break.Everyone has shitty times and gets pissed and worn out and feels like saying fuck it.You cant jsut say fuck it all the time.since its the only jopb I have going right now I said fuck it and will still complete it on time so I got lucky and wa able to do it.schools different, say fuck it and you dont get the assigments in on time and get shitty grades. thers a price to be paid for saying fuck it.Some times its jsut a matter of saying fuck some of it and working on the most important shit and letting the rest slide for a bit till the important shits done and you can go back to the rest and catch up.lifes a bitch, get a helmet.everyone gets worn out and worn down and needs a break, sometimes you can have a break sometimes you cant, if you can take one for a day or two, if not put the lesser shit aside and focus on the important that cant be avoided.just remember you have to pick i up and get going again sooner or later, the sooner the better.

I agree with chance, his advice, and that it's just one of those weeks for me as well. My shit week: Moving Joeseph into a private school, fighting with Ari (thank god that's over with, My neice took off to Denali with out telling us, work is being a bitch thanks to government jack offs fucking with my funding, Ari's work is being a bitch so he's irritated.This week is a bitch.

Wow guys, I'm starting to feel a bit better. At least I know I'm not alone and I'm not being such a big baby because life's being a bitch. I'll be back on track in no time and next week I'll work twice as hard. Thank you all so much for your posts, especially you Chance. I love your words of wisdom. Hope you, Java, and everyone else will have a better time next week.Much love to all of you!PS to JEDI-ALCHEMIST,I'll be talking to you soon. So, please don't worry.

Can someone tell me who chance is? Chance = grvty ?And to Virtual star: I have months of shit going wrong happening to me, so you're definetely not alone in that.

Quote: I'm just wondering if others have had times where they get frustrated or depressed enough to stop caring for a while? More than I’d like. Mine can even last months… few night ago I had suicide thoughts again..  Quote:Wow guys, I'm starting to feel a bit better.?I could tell u half of my week and u’d really fill better. Lol  Quote:Can someone tell me who chance is? Chance = grvty ??Yea. Chance is Grvtykllr u have 1 more day left... is it turning around.? maybe the weekend will eb funm and next week will be better for u.

I Love You Virtual_Star. Always have always will. :blush: :smile:

Originally Posted By: CR125u have 1 more day left... is it turning around.? maybe the weekend will eb funm and next week will be better for u.Yeah, today (Friday) wasn't so bad. Just had a test and I'm pretty sure I did well (although I can't count on it). Tomorrow I'm going out to have a bit of fun and I am feeling much better. So, I'm sure I'll be alright next week. Thanks! And to StillSearching: Thank you for your comment also.

Just to shw your nto alone in a shitty fucking period.Last ngiht the van sprung a leak, so I take my love to work and am going to pick her up at 9 pm when she gets off.I work on her van, trying to track down a fucking leak of red fluid (gotta be either power steering or tranny, but niether level is low and theres no problems aside from a huge puddle on the driveway) I boughta truck recently, I need to do a head gasket in my chevy so I been driving this other one that I originally bought for my son however when teh price of insurance came into it a 17 year old kid does nt get a 4x4 with a lift kit and 5 speed tranny. so I decided to keep the truck and find him a car instead. I knew it needed work and have been doing it in spare time over the last 2 weeks. its all good and kicking ass right now so I dont worrie since Iv done so much to it.I drive out into tthe country in the fucking very dark dark, wait for her to get off and when she gets in I goto pull away, only to find out I have a flat fucking tire.fuck i say, jump out only to find the tool for lowering the spare is not in the truck, I mean ones there, but it doesnt fit, what the fuck I say, then I find out withthe new rims somoene before me put on it they changed the lug nuts, but not the lug wrench, so now I cant fucking take the flat tire off.I call my brother as I had dumped my second spare ofr this truck in his driveway a few hours before so I could haul some of his junk off to the dump. I also have him stop and pick up a lug wrench for me at the store with 4 different sized holes in it.he gets there and I find he proper lug size, only to find out its 3 differeent fucking sized lugs now on the tires, break them all looses, stick the jack in and it starts lifting it up, then fucking breaks and drops the truck onto my fucking head. good thing I didnt get it high up and that the flat tire was still on it. the jack came from some passenger car and was stuck inteh truck before it was sold, so now I got one spare I cant get out of its holder under the bed, one on teh ground and a jack that doesnt work, pitch fucking black to work in with no flash light, and fucked up lug nuts.I borrow my brothers jack, change the fucking tire, and drive home dealing with it in the morning.guess what?that flat? its got a fucking puncture in the side from a god damned knife.while I was sitting in teh truck on a dark country road where her office is located some asshole stabbed my fucking tire?cant be, Id of felt the truck go when it happened and shot te asshole so somehow something in teh fucking gravel parking lot at her office flipped up and stabbed my fucking tire in teh side wall, a new tire mind you that is now garbage, 200 dollars fora fucking tire that cant be fixed. raod hazard only covers through teh tread not the side wall. and I had to go buy a fucking jack and a lug to fit the god damned truck for next time, not to mention I still have to find and fix a leak in the fuckiing van.its not jsut you that has shitty days, weeks or months, its everyone at one time or another.it always gets better eventually, tis just a matter of how much shit comes in teh storm before you can start wiping it up and move on.

And I thought that I was the only one having a bad week.I got dumped, only to see her start to throw away her life.I get a stomach virus.I almost broke a finger.And today when I was out on a gravel road in the country my car fishtailed and I crashed into the ditch. The car wasn't hurt but I had no cell service and I was in the middle of two corn fields (that's Iowa for ya) and there wasn't a building in sight. Luckily some old farmer who didn't know one word of understandable english drove by on an old combine and pulled the car out of the ditch. Then the car wouldn't start. I've been having battery problems and I haven't had time to fix them so that problem bit me in the ass. His son, I'm assuming it was, drove up in a pickup and jumped me and I was good to go.I was extremely pissed about the whole car incident to begin with, but on the way home I started to laugh about it.Honestly, it's all starting to get better, so hopefully these last two days of the work week will be all better.

well after all my shit the other night, my brother had had his lights on to give me some light to see what I was doing, once I had finished and gotten on my way, I had to flip around and jump start his car so he coudl get home.
It got his ass home but it didnt last, his battery is tits up period, 20 minutes with his lights on killed it, the laternator ws good so after jumping it form my battery it ran but only till he shut his key off.
ya may wanna make sure your battery is still good, sometimes killing it enough to need a jump will finish one off thas on its last legs anyways.