I have NO decent friends.
I realized this tonight seeing as I wasn't invited anywhere and all my friends are over some kid's house with girls and never thought to invite or at least even call me. I'm so pissed off right now.
Here's my story. I moved in May of this year into a new town. I had trouble making friends with kids in my own grade, so since one of my classes was a grade below I tried my luck there. Turns out, I made friends with 3 pretty cool kids. I hung with them basically everyday this summer and we had some awesome times. They aren't as mature as me and they tend to be very stupid. Like not getting in trouble stupid but just not thinking to invite you along stupid. So this brings me to today. I had two hockey tournament games one at 10 and one at 4. I figured tonight would be awesome I'd take a shower and call some people and hang. Well, I took a shower. I called my so called "best friend" Matt. His dad picked up and told him he was sleeping over Eddie (my other "best friends" house). Mind you neither had called today. So I call up Eddie (at this point I was somewhat pissed). No answer on his cell or his home phone. So I wait awhile and then call back. Finally after 3 or so tries he picks up. I'm like "hey where are you?" he's like "Oh, I'm over Ben's house with Brooke, Matt, Lorrin, Ben, Nick, and Ryan." I hear Matt in the background like "Is that Derek? Tell him we're busy." Keeping my cool, I say "Oh, so is Matt sleeping over your house?". He responds, "Yeah, well I gotta go see ya." I'm like "ok bye". The second he hung up I fucking slammed the phone off the wall. I was so fucking pissed. It's like what the fuck, it doesn't even come to him to think hey maybe derek would like to come along and hang with you. Why else would I call him? So here I am, it's friday night and I have nothing to do. Every other teen is at the movies or out somewhere and I'm stuck home alone bored.
I hate these kids so fucking much. I wonder why I even hang with them. It's mainly that I have no one else. But they just aggravate me everyday.
I don't really know what exactly I want from you guys. But have any of you experienced the same thing. I mean I'm 14 and I have NO best friend. I'm not a geek either. I play a lot of sports and are very good at most of them. I just plain don't get it.