Feel Like A Fish Out Of Water

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That he may have been reading these forums for many years before registering this month.

what are you all fretting into? do you think that this forum has that much significance to my life? as i said, i have browsed it on and off... and only came back to it when i had a serious question to share a couple of weeks ago. last that i recalled, cenfath and squareroot were an item. had not heard of walken before reading this post and wondered if he was squareroot; he had the habit of changing names. what is the big deal?some of you posters live through this forum! As I type this, there's only one registered user (ME) online and 65 unregistered users lurking. Are you, posters, surprised that you are being watched?

Rad:But, I have already answered the question! Choosing to not believe my answer and presume something more sinister is up to each individual.Posting your life on the board then wondering who may be reading you is really funny!I am not paranoid, but I want to remain anonymous for the specific, serious situation that I am in.

Originally Posted By: RadecklI don't know about your definition, but to me, that paranoia to the extreme.if you were in my situation, faced the same constraints that i do, you might begin to understand that posting to this forum is a very bold step in and of itself. Originally Posted By: RadecklI think what we are doing is mere curiosityok.

Okay..a bit of a freak out last night. We were laying in bed and he said "I love you." I feel like a dope but it kinda freaked me out a bit so I didn't say anything back to that. I didn't let on that it scared me, I just didn't say anything back. Is it possible that he got freaked out because I didn't say it back immediately? Because this morning he said, "sometimes guys say strange stuff." It's not that I don't have really strong feelings for him or anything it's just I don't want to rush and say something like, "I love you" especially so soon. I mean I know people who knew each other for two weeks got married have been married for fifty years. I just considered them extremely lucky - I didn't think I could be one of them...Opinions?

Here's a real out of left field idea.... open, honest communication. :wink:

Explain how you feel, why you feel the way you do, where your at. You can do all that reassure him and be honest at the same time.

That may be to pragmatic though... I'm not really good at that kind of shit.

"You could have (and still can) made him feel more comfortable for having said it, "Awe, that wasn't strange. It just caught me by surprise. I don't know how I feel just yet. It's too early. But, I think I'm heading there, too. Want another blow job?""she could tell me I was going to die and if it ended with want another blow job Id still be happy.