Hi I've recently been depressed, due to a girl. I'm not eating nearly as much and have no motivation to go out, I just wanna see her. We're in a state where, shes unsure about her feelings about me and I like her. I'm constantly thinking about her and not eating or sleeping nearly as much as I use to. Can I get anti-depressants over the counter or do I have to go to a doctor. If I have to go to a doctor, im not going to bother.