You ever cried in the corner of ya room, but didn't know why,
I do that shit everynight, you might think different,
Cause im not livin your life, but deep inside,
I do it too... imma superstar, but consider the fact that im human too,
I commit sins too, but when I close my eyes,
And don't know what to do,
I play the music louder, closing my eyes,
Letting god do what he do, or write what he writes,
Im pushin through the mental barrier
But something aint right,
Could it be ya black sky, (echo)
Could it be ya stressed mind, (echo)
Could it be ya sad life, (echo)
Could it be the bloody blade in your right, (echo)
When ya feelin like ya wanna end ya life, put away the blade,
Put away the dagger; strive ta be sumthin better,
(chorus)
You feel like you throwin ya life away,
Steadily thinkin of words to say,
But u blank out,
Like a mute thinkin of a word to say,
Ya livin ya life day by day, but,
When you open your eyes, todays the same day,
You wanna juss give up, try again tomorrow,
You're struggling to keep up,
Fighting for death but your life is only burrowed,
So you cant give it up on whim,
Even my life sucked,
And I cant believe that I was him,
Now, when, I, look back at my past,
I close my eyes, focus on the future,
Put aside the memory's of my brother,
Put aside the things that made me sad,
Forget the pain that my momma went through
Cause of my dad,
Focus on what she brought me and my sisters,
But I gotta admit, that sometimes I didn't love her,
She birthed this child of god, so I thank her,
But now I gotta get back, to struggling for dat paper,