well... most of you know how much i care about my girlfriend, well ex... girlfriend... i love her so dearly, and ive done so much for her...
today we've officially separated... for her own reasons that i'd rather not list...
ive been talking to this other girl... and she likes me for me... she likes how i talk (i censor my talking ALOT when talking on A2A, or to there members, as well as talking to my ex) she supports my music... she seems perfect... only prolem i can really see... is that shes 14... and im 17... :-\
i will always and forever love my ex... she's helped me through so many rough times... but i censored myself soo much for her, and i changed ALOT of my ways for her... and i feel like she fell in love with the wroung person... and it was my fault for doing that... but i understand that shes not in love with MikeL... she's in love with MICHAEL...
imma rapper... imma thug... i love to fight... i love to have sex... i like to smoke... i like to drink... i have a complex mind... at least so i think...
and she just cant come to realize this about me, and thats why our relationship faulted so much, i didnt keep it real for her... and i understand that...
when she first told me this, i felt gloom... i felt like i'd be a wealthy man, who moves nations of people, and who has such an amazing impact on people. but at night, when im lay alone in my house, with beautiful cars in the garage, and a gorgeous view... imma feel alone and sad, because even with all the money in the world... i still wouldnt have the person i love...
but this possibility seems unlikely, ive found a new shred of light... and i just have to go with the flow...