Who the fuck are people kidding when they say that "so many people care about you." No one gives a shit about me. I know it for a fact. I get ignored by even the losers in my class. The teachers don't even respond to my questions. I just stopped giving a shit about school and failed 2 classes. I'm not stupid, I just don't care about life anymore. I bet if I died right now, no one in my school would care. Maybe 3 people if that. The only people who would care are my family. Because I won't be around and it's one less person to deal with. There's a full bottle of pills on the other side of my room, and I'm so fucking close to just overdosing on them. I really can't take this, I've been depressed for the past 2 years. Really since I moved to this dumb fucking town. I'm not calling a dumb fuck suicide hotline to listen to some faggot piece of shit piss away my problems with lectures. I don't want to live anymore. I fucked up this year in school and I don't even know what to do for a living. I just don't wanna disappoint God and my family. Just delete my account and this is good bye to everyone on this board.
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Sick of all this day after day
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Uh dude if you believe in god(Christian god I presume???) then you'd be screwing yourself as suicide is a bad thing for you.
Why don't you just move somewhere else?
Or look around town for places that ppl that have similar interests as you hang out?Practically ever teen/early adult doesn't truly know what they want to do. You still have YEARS to figure that out.