Who the fuck are people kidding when they say that "so many people care about you." No one gives a shit about me. I know it for a fact. I get ignored by even the losers in my class. The teachers don't even respond to my questions. I just stopped giving a shit about school and failed 2 classes. I'm not stupid, I just don't care about life anymore. I bet if I died right now, no one in my school would care. Maybe 3 people if that. The only people who would care are my family. Because I won't be around and it's one less person to deal with. There's a full bottle of pills on the other side of my room, and I'm so fucking close to just overdosing on them. I really can't take this, I've been depressed for the past 2 years. Really since I moved to this dumb fucking town. I'm not calling a dumb fuck suicide hotline to listen to some faggot piece of shit piss away my problems with lectures. I don't want to live anymore. I fucked up this year in school and I don't even know what to do for a living. I just don't wanna disappoint God and my family. Just delete my account and this is good bye to everyone on this board.
Sick of all this day after day
"And baby I ain't never ran from a nigga and I damn sure aint bout to pick today to start runnin." - lil wayne
Uh dude if you believe in god(Christian god I presume???) then you'd be screwing yourself as suicide is a bad thing for you.
Why don't you just move somewhere else?
Or look around town for places that ppl that have similar interests as you hang out?
Practically ever teen/early adult doesn't truly know what they want to do. You still have YEARS to figure that out.
Can the internet not spell "lose" right?