I always have this creepy feeling that I will always be alone or end up alone in my life. I cant help it. I cant get rid of it. My past relationships, friendships, everything have always left me alone and broken hearted in the end. How can trust some one? How can I stop myself from feeling this? I have so far always been alone in my life, pretty comfortable with it too but, I wish I didnt have this odd feeling stuck in my head!
I have BPD, abandonment is a constant fear to me. But this feeling of being 100% sure I will end up alone is creepy.
PS: just venting out my emotions here.