ive been feeling so weak when im by myself lately. ive been quite depressed. im still smoking, im still rapping, the girl i love left me,
life seems so unmeaningful to me sometimes. i live it inna blur at certain times throughout the day. i see people, but dont register faces.
most of the time i find myself blaring my headphones, and distancing myself from everyone in the world.
i feel unappreciated and torn about my ex. i gave her alot, and although i understand i am young at the moment and that when im married in the future, she'll be the "first girl i loved" but still. i close my eyes, and reminisce about the most supervolous things in this world.
i dont understand why it is im sad/anxious. im intelligent, developing a new relationship with another girl, im in the process of a record deal, im recording hot tracks daily.
but yet, im sad at night, ive cried myself to sleep about a dozen times in the last 2 months.
what can i do about my anxiety, and depression?